little bird, listening.

‘Only through time, time is conquered’/’Through the body, the body is conquered’


little bird, listening (2010-11) was a durational improvised dance performance. It explored distance (in space and time) through endurance (of body and memory) using the rich and complex text of T. S. Eliot’s Four Quartets. The poems were spoken continuously from memory while improvising, in a relay between me as the live performer and my mother, unseen but addressing the audience over amplified mobile phone from Aberystwyth. The performance lasted for the length of the train journey that would be necessary to reunite us wherever the performance was taking place: typically 4 hours. It was performed twice: at MAke>shift Festival Coventry 2010 and Bluecoat Liverpool 2011 for the hÅb ‘poolside Emergency festival.

First published together in 1944, Eliot’s Quartets are some of the most famous and well-regarded twentieth century poems to deal with the nature of time.

But they held an equal and related significance for me and my mother - an only child and a single parent - as a thread that linked our lives with colourful stories. Our one slim copy of these poems contained my mum’s biro-ed lessons in the use of grammar and punctuation (for me, age 7) on the frontispiece; the scribbled marginalia of her literary analysis and, poignantly, the notes she later wrote in Welsh for her own mother’s epitaph*. This was also the volume that I’d famously picked up age 6 and precociously read out loud from, deceived by its slimness into thinking it was a book for children. All this on the faded armchair where I was so often read to, or slipping down the side of, lulled to sleep by my mother’s sonorous voice on another endless telephone call. One volume, three generations of women, one cat (called Eliot), a telephone and a lot of talking out loud….

These poems formed the basis for this exchange between mother and daughter, exploring, through text about time, the distance between who we are now and who we were then, and how we transcend or distort it through the un/reliable lens of technology and memory.

*My mother died in 2016 and this was also the volume of poems that she instructed me to read from at her funeral.

  • MAke>shift Festival, Coventry University 2010

    ‘Poolside Emergency, Liverpool Bluecoat 2011

  • This work was originally devised as part of an MA in Dance Making and Performance at Coventry School of Art and Design, later supported by Poolside Emergency at Bluecoat Liverpool, co-produced by the Bluecoat, greenroom and hÅb in association with LANWest.

  • Photos by:

    Richard Washbrooke
    Vicki Smith
    Tamsin Drury hÅb

  • This work would not have been possible without the input and support of:

    greenroom/hÅb
    Liverpool Improvisation Collective
    Brockhampton Parish Hall
    Cathy Washbrooke, Vicki Smith
    Technical staff at Ellen Terry Building